yu kno when yu forget to write something in but then yu remember well yeah this is one of those thingyss... i just had forgot to put it in tha last post...
yeahh sooo there are a couple more thinggss... next weekend is my birthdayy weekend and saturday im going out with my so called "boyfriend" and bestfriend. yeahh thats supposed to be happening saturdayyy thenn sundayyyy... one of my "guy" friendss named TJ wants me to chill with him. and then that next weekend my other "guy" friend named terrell is coming down for tha weekend and so he wants me to chill with him too. And knowing how my muthafcking "boyfriend" feels about me hanging with dudes im tryna decide weitha i shuld or not. but i really want to but first i gotta tell him and see how he feels abt it. BLAH BLAH BLAH. but idk what to do shuld i or shuldnt i? decisions ; decisionss!
but anyways i have decided something... im NOT telling anyone how i feel anymore. xcept foe my bestfriend danie - bcuss i know she truely understandss. soo as for everyone else oh freakin well.! grrrrr.
