heyy blog... havee some badd newss... well we agreedd not to talk anymore for awhile. well he decided that and I pretty much thought i really didnt have a choice but to agree. but yeahh anywayss well idk how longg thiss is gunna last or whatever. but itss just somethingg ima have to do. yahh knoee.
it kindaa makess me ill bcuss he probably thinkss i dnt care... when he knoe i do i just dont show it that well. but itss hiss persception on the situation i guess. idk - its gunna be boring at night since my cusion went back home and i dont have anyone to keep my mind off of it right now. itss hopefully gunna work out for tha best i hope.