So its kinda early... and i have alot on my mind. :( its just like mann yu dnt knoe how much i love this guy but at the same time we go through so much. i see and hear plently of people saying they want a relationship like i have and im lucky to have him and stuff like but truth be told. ITS NOT ALL THAT GREAT!
yeah yu have someone thts there and yeah yu knoe that theres someone sitting up talkin to yu late at nite making yu feel special and saying they love yu and they dnt want anybody else to have yu.
i've been in a on-again/off-again relationship BATTLE with one person for 2yrs. and i cant lie its been great for the most part. we've had break ups to make up and arguements that last for dayss.
bt the point of this blog is to say the down-low truth on what i feel abt the whole thingy... not the love part of the relationship.
like i said before i've been in an on-again/off-again relationship battle with one person for 2yrs, and we have been to hell and back with it.
-yu have to worry abt other girls tryna talk to him; bcause there is always gunna be that one or few girls that looks better than yu and especailly when yu knoe his cute and has a way with girls.
-yu, yurself have to worry abt other guys because yu knoe the connection is there and yu may have a few feelings for him but yu still have someone yu have put yur heart into.
-yu also have to worry about his friends ; because even though yu may think all yall are cool they still maybe tryna get him to get with other girls or get there numbers. but word of advice... try and find that one friend of his that has yur back no matter what.. so they can let yu knoe what is going on.
-and last but not least yu have to worry about (well not so as worry abt but more like WATCH OUT) for how many enemies yur goin to make by dating this person. trust and believe i have made plenty of enemies with girls and boys just because i go out with this one person.
see me, myself; i tend to date the player type of boy. and i end up gettin hurt ALOT.
my relationship started off as my guy being a player, a mack, a hoe, or someone who jst talks to alot of girls. we broke up more than i can count do to him talkin to alot of girls here and there. it just got to the point where i couldnt take it anymore and so we jst broke up.
and i had plenty of people telling me that he's a player and i can do better and he gunna hurt me and stuff like that.
yu knoe when yu jst get to the point where yu jst say i do better and i deserve so much better than what he is doing to me. trust me i wasnt the only one saying this... i heard it from some of his peoples and my peoples. i started truely believing it too. but i never gave up on believing that he could do better so i guess that what made me wanna stay with him.
its jst so much stuff yu have to worry about. and when yall get serious yu have to worry abt even more because yu jst want him all the time or be able to talk to him all the time but unfornately it doesnt work like that. its not bad or anything but its not gunna be what yu want.
but besides all the stress and worrying who he's talking to or hanging out with when he's not with yu... its kinda nice.
im jst saying sometime when yu put all the time in wanting a long-term relationship... yu have to knoe what long-term problems yu are getting into. the drama, the girls, the stress, the arguements tend to get to yu sometimes. personally yu jst have to be strong and willing to put up with all of it even when yu dnt want too.
but this is my persception on relationships since i've been in one for almost 2yrs, but everyone has there own opinion on the subject.
