Sooo yeahh ima day older and it doesnt really feel any different. but yeahh anywayss lately ive been feeling like people are just all up under me. and i dont really like that too much. like i dont mind it but at tha time i hate it. like my boyfrann, we good now but he is all up under me all the time and i want my space. ughhh. but i dont wanna stress over it bcuss summer break is coming soon and then in a month i get my license... YEAHH BABY! can yu say NEVER HOME. but yeahh exams are this week and im really nervous bcuss if i dont pass all my classes ima have to do 2 classes in summer school and thats gunna kill me. but yeahh fridayy i dont have an exam so therefore i dont have to go to school. yayyy! im tryna go get my noses pierced.. hopefully it wont hurt. but yeahh guess what happened last night america. terrell called me... i looked at tha phone and was like wtf... grrrr why he calling me. but then i answered and we talked for lika a hr. and he was telling me all this stuff about hiss day and his weekend and with hiss school and stuff and i was like okayy. but then he was like hiss mom had gotten into a car accident and was in tha hospital and i felt so sry for him and then i was like well why call me outta all people. and he said bcuss outta all the people he was talked to and stuff like that i was tha only one who he still wanted to keep a friendship with. and i was like why and he said bcuss im tha only person who will and has understood what he has gone through. that made me feel sooo good to hear like wow i never knew that yah know. he issss soooo dare i say nice ; bcuss i honestly thought hewas an asshole but yeahh anywayss i think like how great of a person he has become bcuss when i 1st met him.... i thought he was a jerk and a gangbanga that only cared about himself but he's not and im kinda NOT sorry for judging him. lmao. but enough about him...
but yeah summer 'o9 is almost here and then another long school year. which is hopefully gunna be SENIOR YEAR. ima be so out of it next year. if yu think im wild now what until my senior year bucss then ima be throwing up fuck yu's out tha ass. lol. i cant wait to be outta high school... then wake tech or miller mont tech for 2 yrs in medicine and then transfer to winston salem university for tha last 2 yrs. each college or some type of military or something. but COLLEGE definitly.
but yeahh anywayss my stepdad is giving me driving lessons bcuss i needa learn how to drive a stick shift and large truckss. idk why but whatever reason to drive im good. but yeah ive gotten really better and i kinda happy bcuss... well idk why but yeah i totally am.
but yeahh my dad called me yesterday and said sorry for yelling at me a while back.... it felt good bcuss even though he hasnt been in my life i still love and care for him oh so very much. he has helped me with alot like things that i dont like discussing with others i can always call him bcuss i know that even though we dont get along he does listen and tell what needs to be told. and tht wat i want. SOMEONE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING. but i know everyone lies... even to your face bcus i have done it. but i want someone to be real with me for a change yah know. but yeah thiss is it for now... maybe might add alil more later. idk... probably not. lol. so peace america!
