okay so im kinda offically single rite now & its kinda sad bcuss at thisz very moment we're talking. idk how to feel bcuss i know thisz is not permanent bcuss he says this will make our relationship stronger. you know like one of those test the waters break up. to see how strong we really are i guess.
but today at school was tha worst bcuss we have most of tha same friends and its kinda hard to go up to them and talk to them, bcuss with some of them there is that akward silence like their thinking... wat do i say? wat do i say? And its jst weird bcuss everybody is like oh my gosh why'd yall break up. and blah blah blah. but its watever i guess. but yeahh im sad & yeah im the type of person to make it seem like i dont care. but honestly inside im DYiNG! i miss him even thoe i say i dnt and i really wanna be back with him. but im not gonna let that be known to many ppl bcuss i guess this is for the best. and hofefully thisz will work out for the best.
