Who Cares... Because I DON'T.

I feel like alot of people are thinking that I have cut them out of my life... and most likely they are right. But I don't really care.

The Beginning.

Okay, so today is "The Beginning!" It's my first day of realizing what I need for myself in MY life. And there are so many things that I need to work on. Including my relationships with the people around me.
I'm really feeling like nobody is understanding my reasons for my decision, I try to make decisions towards the future but every time I do that decisions seems wrong maybe it is just me. I have no type of idea. But whatever I can only live for me and that is what I'm going to continue to do WITHOUT any regrets :). Anyways remember you live & you learn and everything be it good or bad happens for a reason.

LOVE, PEACE, & HAIR GREASE !

The Things That I See

I've been thinking and I have just noticed that I really love this season. Not the weather because I don't really like the cold weather,but the color of the leaves and trees & Thanksgiving and Christmas. I love it all & especially when I get to spend time with my family and friends that I haven't seen in a while.

12:00

It's about 12 and I'm really tired but not sleepy. I have so much on my mind this is when I really want someone to talk too. And I feel like the one person that I really want to talk doesn't understand. I'm going to continue to keep my distance from people because this is just how I feel at the moment. The only thing I want is to listen to Drake until I fall asleep. :/

Life.

I'm so frustrated right now, like I'm tired of giving my all to people that doesn't care enough to give me all of them back. :/

LOVE & what it means to ME.

Okay so to ME love means:
1. One excepting someone for who they are.
2. Learning to deal with anything that they may put you through.
3. Never wanting to be with someone else even when you two are broken up.
4. Willing to do anything for that person even if your mad as fire at that person.
5. Never wanting to give up on the relationship even when its killing you.

These are some of the few things I like to think love is, I'm sure it's much, MUCH more than that, but I'm only 18 so these are the only things that I've been able to experience. I know love has more meanings than just these five things but until I can experience more of those things.. I will continue to love the best way I know.

I love his videos :)